The snow has already melted and is refreezing as I type. The viscous cycle that will keep me nervous about driving for the next several days. Finals are upon us and I can't find my zen. I can't find the motivation and honestly, I can't find much of anything lately. It's not that I'm unhappy, I'm insanely happy. I don't want anything to change. I just...want to feel good at something. I'm not bad at school, not even close, I'm just not really the best at what I should be good at. I'm not good at Accounting or Math. Those are the two finals I have left. I can't bring myself to study for Accounting because I know I don't know enough. I plan on being in office hours for as long as it takes tomorrow. I will do well and I will pass this class. I have it set in my mind that I will get a B on my exam which (hopefully) will give me a C in the class. If this doesn't happen, I suppose I'll take it again. I don't want to, but I'm going to.
The point of this is, I know I should be studying, I just...can't. So for all of you out there studying, know you're not the only one struggling.
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