I woke up early this morning (9am) to go meet with my advisor about my schedules for summer and fall. I get to the CoB and find out that my appointment that I awoke so bright and early for was actually last week. Major fail on my part. They were nice enough, well one of the receptionists was, to reschedule me for tomorrow. That's always a relief when people are willing to go over the top to help out. School is a bit of a mystery to me right now. Most of my classes I am doing mediocre in with of course, one at each end of the spectrum. I'm really trying hard to devote more of my time to studying and I can say for the most part it is paying off.
I've been sick for the past week or so. Just had that nasty chesty cough crap with a runny nose. I'm functional but most of the time I'm sure not happy about it. Not a lot has happened since I wrote last. I've found out that my parents are coming up this weekend which is great because I'm off work. Chili's has been good to me lately in letting me off when I need it and scheduling me when I request to be scheduled. It's nice being one of the "older kids" there, even though I haven't worked there a year yet. Most nights when I work there are only a handful of people working that have been there longer than me which is both amazing and scary. I feel like I haven't even been there that long, but I guess a years worth of chicken crispers really does fly by.
I'm getting more and more excited for the summer weather. I know this whole "mind-over-matter-i'm-not-going-to-admit-that-it's-cold" thing probably resulted in my illness but i'm ready for some sunshine. The winter, though I like it, tends to make me pretty cranky.
The point of my blog today is to talk about this quote "A man should look for what it is, and not what he thinks it should be."-Albert Einstein. I think that personally I have a lot of trouble with this sometimes. I'm a big "What if-fer" What if this, or what if that? My parents always tell me it doesn't matter what if, worry about that when it gets here, if it even gets here. Live in the now. This is another thing I've been trying to do.
Lately I've been struggling with who cares and who doesn't. I know everyone struggles with this and this Einstein quote really helped me. It is important to realize what is and what isn't. No matter how hard you try to change something sometimes it just won't have changing. You can lead a horse to water, am I right?
Someone else that has always helped me with this subject is Kurt Vonnegut. So it goes. Everything happens for a reason. If someone doesn't like you then that is their loss. Though it may be hard to realize that they don't like you and you may question yourself, you shouldn't. It is their fault for not seeing what is inside of you, thriving, and searching for something better. That is exactly what you will find, something better. Vonnegut says "The purpose of human life is to love those who are around to be loved." Love who is with you. Give someone a chance even if you're doubtful of where it will go. It could turn out for the best, my relationship is living proof of that. Don't be afraid to take a chance on a date, or even just a new friend. What could it hurt? I know what you're thinking, but really it's 2011, we have restraining orders for that kind of thing.
My last "helpful quote" for today is "Don't make someone a priority if to them you're still just an option." I think this one is pretty self explanatory. Don't put someone on your goals list (Thanks Tim Waid) if to them, you're still a weekend project. It's hard sometimes to make that step in taking someone off of your list when they've been there for so long but believe me it is possible. It takes time and work to not copy and paste that name right back on Today's TO-Do's but I believe you can do it. It's nice to reminisce and think about all of the good times, but I think that that is exactly what we do. We think about the good times. Don't forget that in relationships there are also bad times, that we tend to forget about.
My point is, look out for number one. I know I say this a lot but at the end of the day, you are the one you have to live with. Don't sacrifice who you are, what you do, and what you care about for someone who isn't going to appreciate it. Don't be afraid to take chances, and live in the now. There is a clip from Wayne's World that I keep thinking about while I write this, so I'll post the link below.
Hope I helped.
xo
p.s- This isn't the clip I was talking about but it's still Wayne's World, and it's still really funny. I hope you like it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nTheG--2NE0
28 February 2011
24 February 2011
Readers.
The sleet has started again and its become cold outside. The precipitation keeps coming and it really isn't my favorite thing. Don't get me wrong, I really enjoy winter more than summer, but those few days of warmth really got to me in the midst of all of this dreariness. I was hoping to be writing from some place warmer but it seems that the weather had other plans for me. It seems like a lot of the time weather has other plans for me.
I am well aware that no one that doesn't already know what's going on in my life reads my blog, but I write it anyway. I have no doubts that you are reading this and know what I had for lunch today or what shirt I'm wearing but I don't care. I have this fantasy of having a blog that people look to for advice and to feel like they are a part of something in the world but that probably isn't going to happen and I know that but I do it because I like to. So thanks.
I've found that lately it's better to keep to myself. I've never been an introvert but as of late it seems to be more comfortable to me and somehow less dangerous. I've been irritable lately, I think a lot of that seems to be from me feeling like I just can't catch a break. I know good and well that I can, but like last time I wrote, sometimes you just get bogged down. Life seems tough and hard to push through. Sometimes it's hard to keep going when you feel like there is no light at the end of the tunnel. When I feel this way I always think that God wouldn't give me more than I can handle. Though a lot of the time it feels like He vastly overestimates me and the strength of my back, I always come through and I am thankful for that.
Another think I would like to talk about is my body. It is not perfect, and I know that. It has it's flaws but it gets me from place to place everyday without much complaining and it always does what I want it to do. For that I am going to start respecting my body and it's wishes. I will sleep when I'm tired and run when I'm feeling energetic. My body does too much for me for me to disrespect it. Though she could use a tune up, I will not torture my body in order for it to fit into societies version of what she should look like. She is me. I rode the stationary bike today 4.5 miles in 19:22 which was awesome for what I thought I could do going into it. My goal was to ride 4 miles in 20 minutes and I can gladly say I blew that goal away.
Speaking of goals I have made two new goals for myself. We learned about goal setting in my Management class and since now I know how to set goals correctly I feel like I can make some. My first goal is to lose 15pounds by April 1st 2011. My second one is to workout at least 2 hours a week. I know these may seem like silly goals that are easily achieved, but cutting back on the sweets and getting my butt into the gym is harder for me than it should be. I've come to realize that the half marathon was a bad idea for many reasons but that doesn't mean my physical fitness life is over at all, it's barely even started. It's one of the hardest things in the world for me to workout. It's not fun and I don't like doing it. I do however like riding the bike and I think that will be a good motivator for me. I am saving up money to buy a schwinn legacy for the summer and I've very excited about it. That's another thing I've started doing, saving money for my apartment and my new bike, maybe some new clothes sprinkled in there too. I'd rather be poor now and have nice things later.
I've come to find that certain things will always make me happy, no matter what. Some of those things include a good cry, a hug, just exhaling when I settle into a good cuddle, putting on a light backpack, new pens and my feet being warmed by someone. These things will never make me upset. I can't think of a situation that they would make me mad so I am going to try my best to do these things more often. This is my new and improved version of enjoying the little things. Also I am going to do my best to enjoy all things.
This really helped me get a lot of things off of my chest. Though there is a lot more where that came from I think that's all I have to say about that right now.
Stay warm and I hope you sleep well, reader.
I am well aware that no one that doesn't already know what's going on in my life reads my blog, but I write it anyway. I have no doubts that you are reading this and know what I had for lunch today or what shirt I'm wearing but I don't care. I have this fantasy of having a blog that people look to for advice and to feel like they are a part of something in the world but that probably isn't going to happen and I know that but I do it because I like to. So thanks.
I've found that lately it's better to keep to myself. I've never been an introvert but as of late it seems to be more comfortable to me and somehow less dangerous. I've been irritable lately, I think a lot of that seems to be from me feeling like I just can't catch a break. I know good and well that I can, but like last time I wrote, sometimes you just get bogged down. Life seems tough and hard to push through. Sometimes it's hard to keep going when you feel like there is no light at the end of the tunnel. When I feel this way I always think that God wouldn't give me more than I can handle. Though a lot of the time it feels like He vastly overestimates me and the strength of my back, I always come through and I am thankful for that.
Another think I would like to talk about is my body. It is not perfect, and I know that. It has it's flaws but it gets me from place to place everyday without much complaining and it always does what I want it to do. For that I am going to start respecting my body and it's wishes. I will sleep when I'm tired and run when I'm feeling energetic. My body does too much for me for me to disrespect it. Though she could use a tune up, I will not torture my body in order for it to fit into societies version of what she should look like. She is me. I rode the stationary bike today 4.5 miles in 19:22 which was awesome for what I thought I could do going into it. My goal was to ride 4 miles in 20 minutes and I can gladly say I blew that goal away.
Speaking of goals I have made two new goals for myself. We learned about goal setting in my Management class and since now I know how to set goals correctly I feel like I can make some. My first goal is to lose 15pounds by April 1st 2011. My second one is to workout at least 2 hours a week. I know these may seem like silly goals that are easily achieved, but cutting back on the sweets and getting my butt into the gym is harder for me than it should be. I've come to realize that the half marathon was a bad idea for many reasons but that doesn't mean my physical fitness life is over at all, it's barely even started. It's one of the hardest things in the world for me to workout. It's not fun and I don't like doing it. I do however like riding the bike and I think that will be a good motivator for me. I am saving up money to buy a schwinn legacy for the summer and I've very excited about it. That's another thing I've started doing, saving money for my apartment and my new bike, maybe some new clothes sprinkled in there too. I'd rather be poor now and have nice things later.
I've come to find that certain things will always make me happy, no matter what. Some of those things include a good cry, a hug, just exhaling when I settle into a good cuddle, putting on a light backpack, new pens and my feet being warmed by someone. These things will never make me upset. I can't think of a situation that they would make me mad so I am going to try my best to do these things more often. This is my new and improved version of enjoying the little things. Also I am going to do my best to enjoy all things.
This really helped me get a lot of things off of my chest. Though there is a lot more where that came from I think that's all I have to say about that right now.
Stay warm and I hope you sleep well, reader.
21 February 2011
All I Do Is Win
A lot has happened since I posted last. I am happy to tell you that I got a B on my Management3000 test. I took my Accounting and Statistics tests today and I think I got B's on both of those as well if not close to it or...hopefully better.
Things have been going more smoothly for me lately with the exception of being a big homesick and having to study for three exams all back-to-back. I've been making sure that no matter what I get a decent amount of sleep every night. I've also picked up one other little thing that has seemed to help me a lot.
Every night when I'm laying in my bed I thank God for allowing my mind and my body to do what they did for me that day, then I thank them myself. I am tired of my bones and muscles feeling unappreciated for all of the work they do so i've decided that thanking them is going to be my assurance that they are doing more than I give them credit for just by doing their every day jobs.
I can't think of any "personal" stuff that's been going on that is blog worthy. All I can say is that lately I've had a ton of encouragement from so many different sources that it's amazing. Everyone needs encouragement from time to time.
It's hard sometimes to know what to say to encourage others but I'm going to give it a try. My mom and dad always told met that giving up wasn't an option. When I complained about something they say "it's called work Koleen, not fun."Sometimes you have to push through the bad stuff to get to the other side and enjoy the good stuff. You have to travel through your own desert for 40 years before you get to the promised land. Though my daily struggles are hardly comparable to eating mana that falls from the sky, sometimes it sure feels like that and I know I'm not alone in feeling that way.
Just know reader, that if you're out there struggling and feeling down, that I am always thinking about you. I am always praying for the best outcome for you and wishing you the best. You have people that will be behind you no matter what and will give you points just for trying. There is an old quote that says "Never let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game." To me this says that don't be afraid to fail. If you fail, it sucks but you don't lose. You have still gained experience. But above all you still can't give up.
Just remember readers, somewhere there is someone thinking about you always.
Always win, win, win, no matter what.
Things have been going more smoothly for me lately with the exception of being a big homesick and having to study for three exams all back-to-back. I've been making sure that no matter what I get a decent amount of sleep every night. I've also picked up one other little thing that has seemed to help me a lot.
Every night when I'm laying in my bed I thank God for allowing my mind and my body to do what they did for me that day, then I thank them myself. I am tired of my bones and muscles feeling unappreciated for all of the work they do so i've decided that thanking them is going to be my assurance that they are doing more than I give them credit for just by doing their every day jobs.
I can't think of any "personal" stuff that's been going on that is blog worthy. All I can say is that lately I've had a ton of encouragement from so many different sources that it's amazing. Everyone needs encouragement from time to time.
It's hard sometimes to know what to say to encourage others but I'm going to give it a try. My mom and dad always told met that giving up wasn't an option. When I complained about something they say "it's called work Koleen, not fun."Sometimes you have to push through the bad stuff to get to the other side and enjoy the good stuff. You have to travel through your own desert for 40 years before you get to the promised land. Though my daily struggles are hardly comparable to eating mana that falls from the sky, sometimes it sure feels like that and I know I'm not alone in feeling that way.
Just know reader, that if you're out there struggling and feeling down, that I am always thinking about you. I am always praying for the best outcome for you and wishing you the best. You have people that will be behind you no matter what and will give you points just for trying. There is an old quote that says "Never let the fear of striking out keep you from playing the game." To me this says that don't be afraid to fail. If you fail, it sucks but you don't lose. You have still gained experience. But above all you still can't give up.
Just remember readers, somewhere there is someone thinking about you always.
Always win, win, win, no matter what.
14 February 2011
Atlas
I'm sitting here in this ugly green study taking a break from management. I have a test on Wednesday and I've been trying my best to keep up and study early, yet I'm still here blogging. The truth is sometimes I get so frustrated with the situations in my life that I can't concentrate and I have to get it all out. This blog kind of ties into my last blog, but I'm going to start a little off subject.
The title of my blog has a lot to do with how I've felt as of late. Atlas was a part of Greek mythology, a titan who supported all of the other titans. The common picture of Atlas is a man with the weight of the world on his shoulders, almost breaking his back. I know I am a college student and should have nothing to stress about, but it seems like lately my stressors are coming from a place that should usually help relieve my stress. My top three stressors are 1-Friends 2-School/work 3-Family. The stress from school is necessary and the stress from my family is really just missing them I think. The stress from my friends is really what is most concerning.
Friends are supposed to be the people you surround yourself with to help you be the best person possible and to help you feel the best you possibly can, not to pull you down. Your friends should be a life raft thrown out to you in the midst of a storm. They should be the breath of fresh air once you've reached the surface. They shouldn't hold you under. I feel like lately I've been doing my best to make everyone happy though I know it's not worth my time. Nothing anyone ever does will make everyone in their life happy. I've stated this before, but I have to learn to take my own advice and do what makes me happy and realize that those in my life who truly matter will understand.
A second point that has really been bothering me is this: my stepdad has cancer. That doesn't bother me at all but the fact that my friends ignore it does. Get over it. Accept it. And please do what you can to be understanding. It is a big deal in my life right now. I would much rather someone ask how he, my family, or myself are doing and upset me than not ask at all. It's not the same when they just assume I know they are there for me. I live in Missouri. I need you to show me.
On a happier note Valentine's Day has gone really well. I got 4 pink roses from Shawn for our schmanaversary(4months)/Valentine's Day and an awesome box of chocolates from my parents in the mail along with a nice card.
Back to the grind.
This blog means nothing to you and I realize that but it made me feel better for writing it. I hope Valentine's Day found you well with the ones you love and I hope that I soon will too. I can honestly say I miss you reader, and I hope to see you soon.
Good morning, sleep tight.
The title of my blog has a lot to do with how I've felt as of late. Atlas was a part of Greek mythology, a titan who supported all of the other titans. The common picture of Atlas is a man with the weight of the world on his shoulders, almost breaking his back. I know I am a college student and should have nothing to stress about, but it seems like lately my stressors are coming from a place that should usually help relieve my stress. My top three stressors are 1-Friends 2-School/work 3-Family. The stress from school is necessary and the stress from my family is really just missing them I think. The stress from my friends is really what is most concerning.
Friends are supposed to be the people you surround yourself with to help you be the best person possible and to help you feel the best you possibly can, not to pull you down. Your friends should be a life raft thrown out to you in the midst of a storm. They should be the breath of fresh air once you've reached the surface. They shouldn't hold you under. I feel like lately I've been doing my best to make everyone happy though I know it's not worth my time. Nothing anyone ever does will make everyone in their life happy. I've stated this before, but I have to learn to take my own advice and do what makes me happy and realize that those in my life who truly matter will understand.
A second point that has really been bothering me is this: my stepdad has cancer. That doesn't bother me at all but the fact that my friends ignore it does. Get over it. Accept it. And please do what you can to be understanding. It is a big deal in my life right now. I would much rather someone ask how he, my family, or myself are doing and upset me than not ask at all. It's not the same when they just assume I know they are there for me. I live in Missouri. I need you to show me.
On a happier note Valentine's Day has gone really well. I got 4 pink roses from Shawn for our schmanaversary(4months)/Valentine's Day and an awesome box of chocolates from my parents in the mail along with a nice card.
Back to the grind.
This blog means nothing to you and I realize that but it made me feel better for writing it. I hope Valentine's Day found you well with the ones you love and I hope that I soon will too. I can honestly say I miss you reader, and I hope to see you soon.
Good morning, sleep tight.
11 February 2011
Koleen's Insomnia: Take One
The first time I met Kenny Wiley he knocked on my dorm room door wearing a three piece suit. When I moved into my new dorm second semester of my freshmen year I was greeted with all kinds of emotions about new floor mates (rude at the time but they're half alright now ha), suite style living, and figuring out how to live four people to a room instead of two. Kenny reassured me that he was right down the hall if I needed anything and that he also didn't always look that fancy.
Now, a year later, I still see Kenny on a weekly basis even though I do not live on his floor anymore. I've recently been informed of the loss of his mother. For some reason this has just stuck with me. She has been gone for over a month and I had no idea. He kept himself composed and led on no signs of hurt. I think this is a very admirable trait and I felt like it needed to be mentioned here. If you must know I have reached out to Kenny and am patiently awaiting a response.
I find myself in the total darkness, sans the light from my laptop. I lay here in my bed, all tucked in, insanely tired, and unable to sleep. I find more often than not I am the monster under my bed that keeps me up at night. Though I can't pinpoint it, I know there is something wrong, something off here, and if I don't figure it out soon, I might as well kiss my normal sleep pattern goodbye.
Blogging usually makes me feel better so I thought I'd give that a shot. I know not many people read my blog, but it's important to me so I'm going to try and keep doing it. If you are one of the few that still read it, thanks for sticking with me, it means a lot. Speaking of blogs I'd like to give a shout out to my Mom's blog at Pea Goulash. She talks about my family, posts pictures, and tells funny little stories.
While we're on the topic of my Mom, I've really been missing home lately. I think it's the fact that I'm the only bird out of the nest that makes me miss it so much. Elizabeth moved home a few weeks ago and I am suddenly finding myself singing the homesick blues. I don't think I will be able to go home until Spring Break at the end of March due to my exam schedule. The business school thinks that it's a fun idea to schedule all of it's sophomore level classes to have tests in the same two or three day period. I not only miss my Mom but my whole family. I miss getting Krispy Kremes with my Dad, eating dinner at my Grandpa and Grandma's on Sundays after church, and just falling asleep on my big blue couch. I have my family here at school that is fantastic and just what I need, but it's never really the same.
While I was getting ready the other day I remembered standing in my bathroom at my old house, one bathroom for five people so it was a family space, and drying my hair. I couldn't have been very old, and maybe I just dreamed it all up, but I was standing there with sopping wet hair and my mom told me to filp my head over and start rubbing my towel all over my head because "that's what the big girls do." I don't know why I thought of this, but I realized I think of it often when I step out of the shower, right before I put on my clean shirt, in that time specially reserved for hair drying. In that time, I realize I'm being a big girl.
I think being like Kenny is what big girls do. They go about their day, smiling and throwing out waves whenever you're old freshmen residents give you a "HEEEEEY KEEEENNNNY!!!" from across the street. Maybe not. Maybe being a big girl is letting your parents know you miss them and that you wish you could be with them. Maybe it's just learning how to properly use a blow dryer.
I feel a little more tired, and a little more self assured so I think I might curl up and try to sleep. I have an accounting class to go to in about four hours but I can't seem to concentrate on it. I've done a lot of homework tonight and I feel accomplished for that but I can't seem to get over this eyelid-opening hump.
I'll leave you with this Coldplay lyric that's playing via Pandora right now:
"Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry, you don't know how lovely you are. I had to find you, tell you I need you, tell you I set you apart.....No one ever said it was easy, no one ever said that it would be this hard."
Wish me luck readers, roll credits.
Special Thanks to:
Janie Doss- Mom/story affirmer/best friend
Shawn Clark-rude floor mate/great boyfriend
Morgan Stone-bff/nap partner
Dorothy Gill-listener/friend
Spencer Cook-basketball superstar
Steve Kay-Dad/doughnut eater
Kenny Wiley-PA/"big girl"
Heather Shade-reader/old friend.
Now, a year later, I still see Kenny on a weekly basis even though I do not live on his floor anymore. I've recently been informed of the loss of his mother. For some reason this has just stuck with me. She has been gone for over a month and I had no idea. He kept himself composed and led on no signs of hurt. I think this is a very admirable trait and I felt like it needed to be mentioned here. If you must know I have reached out to Kenny and am patiently awaiting a response.
I find myself in the total darkness, sans the light from my laptop. I lay here in my bed, all tucked in, insanely tired, and unable to sleep. I find more often than not I am the monster under my bed that keeps me up at night. Though I can't pinpoint it, I know there is something wrong, something off here, and if I don't figure it out soon, I might as well kiss my normal sleep pattern goodbye.
Blogging usually makes me feel better so I thought I'd give that a shot. I know not many people read my blog, but it's important to me so I'm going to try and keep doing it. If you are one of the few that still read it, thanks for sticking with me, it means a lot. Speaking of blogs I'd like to give a shout out to my Mom's blog at Pea Goulash. She talks about my family, posts pictures, and tells funny little stories.
While we're on the topic of my Mom, I've really been missing home lately. I think it's the fact that I'm the only bird out of the nest that makes me miss it so much. Elizabeth moved home a few weeks ago and I am suddenly finding myself singing the homesick blues. I don't think I will be able to go home until Spring Break at the end of March due to my exam schedule. The business school thinks that it's a fun idea to schedule all of it's sophomore level classes to have tests in the same two or three day period. I not only miss my Mom but my whole family. I miss getting Krispy Kremes with my Dad, eating dinner at my Grandpa and Grandma's on Sundays after church, and just falling asleep on my big blue couch. I have my family here at school that is fantastic and just what I need, but it's never really the same.
While I was getting ready the other day I remembered standing in my bathroom at my old house, one bathroom for five people so it was a family space, and drying my hair. I couldn't have been very old, and maybe I just dreamed it all up, but I was standing there with sopping wet hair and my mom told me to filp my head over and start rubbing my towel all over my head because "that's what the big girls do." I don't know why I thought of this, but I realized I think of it often when I step out of the shower, right before I put on my clean shirt, in that time specially reserved for hair drying. In that time, I realize I'm being a big girl.
I think being like Kenny is what big girls do. They go about their day, smiling and throwing out waves whenever you're old freshmen residents give you a "HEEEEEY KEEEENNNNY!!!" from across the street. Maybe not. Maybe being a big girl is letting your parents know you miss them and that you wish you could be with them. Maybe it's just learning how to properly use a blow dryer.
I feel a little more tired, and a little more self assured so I think I might curl up and try to sleep. I have an accounting class to go to in about four hours but I can't seem to concentrate on it. I've done a lot of homework tonight and I feel accomplished for that but I can't seem to get over this eyelid-opening hump.
I'll leave you with this Coldplay lyric that's playing via Pandora right now:
"Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry, you don't know how lovely you are. I had to find you, tell you I need you, tell you I set you apart.....No one ever said it was easy, no one ever said that it would be this hard."
Wish me luck readers, roll credits.
Special Thanks to:
Janie Doss- Mom/story affirmer/best friend
Shawn Clark-rude floor mate/great boyfriend
Morgan Stone-bff/nap partner
Dorothy Gill-listener/friend
Spencer Cook-basketball superstar
Steve Kay-Dad/doughnut eater
Kenny Wiley-PA/"big girl"
Heather Shade-reader/old friend.
08 February 2011
Blurp
I know, I know, I'm falling behind on posting again. Not a lot has been going on, I guess I just have forgotten to blog. I know honesty is the best policy so there it was. School is starting to get a little more stressful with the first round of exams coming up but I have no doubts. I've really hit the ground running this semster with keeping up with all of my reading and taking good book notes. Besides the snow days I haven't missed a class yet.
I don't think I have it in me tonight for a deep and meaningful post. I have a marketing test in the morning and I really need to get back to studying for it. It has been really cold here lately though and I have to say -18 is not quite my temperature.
I've started eating better in order to lose weight which I think will be good. It's hard but I think in the long run it will be worth it.
As always my friends and family have been fantastic and I just want to let them know how much I appreciate them.
Hopefully later in the week I will have more time to think of a better post but that's it for now.
Still alive and loving it.
I don't think I have it in me tonight for a deep and meaningful post. I have a marketing test in the morning and I really need to get back to studying for it. It has been really cold here lately though and I have to say -18 is not quite my temperature.
I've started eating better in order to lose weight which I think will be good. It's hard but I think in the long run it will be worth it.
As always my friends and family have been fantastic and I just want to let them know how much I appreciate them.
Hopefully later in the week I will have more time to think of a better post but that's it for now.
Still alive and loving it.
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